Over the past two years I have been very uncertain about what I want do with my life. A part of me wants to live life that is centered around travelling the world in order to gain some form of enlightenment with what it means to be a human in this unique world. Another part of me wants to have security and stability, something that will ensure that drastic changes in comfortability will be low in probability. However, another side of me wants to gain a sense of importance, such as being famous or recognized for something. I honestly don’t know!
Some days I feel like my calling is to dig deep into social problems and other times I think I would be better off living in solitude. However, the undeniable fact is that I love people. I don’t always trust them but I am fascinated with them. More specifically, I’m interested in why people do what they do. My co-op allows me to dive into some of the reasoning behind why people fear failure/success, shy away from attention, become overwhelmed with anticipation or simply lack motivation. Based on my interest of people, I know that my life’s work will center around them.